My mother died when I was in my early 20s after years of addiction to alcohol.
She had her ups too, which made it hard for all of us to see everything fall apart again and again.
Until there was no coming back.
No AA, family support and interventions unfortunately ever helped her long term.
I hope you will find some reason to quit, even if it's just knowing that you can get your kids back - even if it takes many years.
It took me many years to "forgive" my parents (they died within 6 months of each other), realising there was no forgiving needed - they had their struggle and unfortunately failed.
Still saddens me that my own kids have will never know their grandparents.
I could easily see people building there own business off of this service.
I will set up a test and see what the interest is in my local market.
There are so many angles to try.
Nice little marketing project for my evening hours.